40 weeks and 2 days

I went to the Dr today and I still have not dialated. The Dr wants me to go into the hospital tomorrow evening and they will put something in me to try to get the baby to drop and me to start dialating. If I havn't had the baby in 12 hours I will be having a C section. I didn't realize how scared I would be. I have been waiting for this for so long and now I am like wait I want just a few more weeks to just do whatever. I am excited just affraid that I am not going to be a good mom. I pray he is healthy and that there will be no complications. Wish me luck!